thank you very much for sharing your ideas on that! Oh my god, your opening sentence /I get off on synthesizing ideas./ is so much of what I feel. Synthesizing is like juggling, like a very high natural talent that gets to life in that moments, in the sense of something quick, joyful, that is like a natural movement that has to be performed. I notice that it is hard to bring into words for me … I think I am a great in psychology (with people) and in materials (design), but how difficult to bring this attitude to financial life. Maybe hardest for me is to recognize in some sense of self-esteem, that I am best in a certain way I do things and not with certain things. uahh .. thats kind of hard to keep in mind or even understand fully.